I began studying today for a class I am taking. The Lesson: REceiving the fullness of the Holy Spirit. I came upon a testimony in the lesson. This person apparently prayed to receive God's fullness and got "zapped". They stepped in and were flooded with God's passion, light, etc. "Why doesn't that happen to me?," I thought. I've asked numerous times for the fullness, all the gifts the Holy Spirit wants to give me, to speak with tongues of men and of angels, but I didn't get